Sep. 12th, 2017

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I am dissociating like a motherfucker today and it's really starting to piss me off. Bastille is playing at the Palace in 45 minutes but I'm too much of a basket case to be in a crowded venue, I keep getting tears in my eyes without committing to actually crying, I am accomplishing nothing except making myself feel bad for being crazy and being angry that being crazy is keeping me from something I'd probably enjoy...

and here I am, sitting on the couch, in the same spot I always sit, with my computer on my lap like always, listening to the same music I've been listening to all summer, writing the same fic I've been throwing myself into all year.

what the fuck is my damage. why can't I just go do a normal thing and have fun instead of knowing I'd spend the whole concert crying in the dark.

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